Coursing through my whole being

Eating away at my soul

Freezing off my heart


Sleep escaping me

Forgetting everything including shame

No longer recognise this person


No longer know how to smile

Happiness is but an illusion

Yet I still want to be poisoned for a while


Everybody can clearly see

This is no longer me

A shell, a dying ember of what was


Running through my veins

Burning , shearing my person

Yet still craving for this poison


An antidote I would need

Fight it off I must do

Every drop makes me heal and forget


Hating and loving at the same time

Equal measure, it just can’t be

Hating, loving , craving

For I am poisoned

circa 2006 (not sure)


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